Thursday, 13 June 2013

Lost and Beginning




Piper pushed a handful of dirhams across the table before cupping her earthenware mug of mint tea and blowing on the surface. Through the steam she watched the wizened man collect the notes and tuck them into some nether-pocket of his robe.
Razi had turned out to be an elderly man who was surprisingly lively and spoke very fluent English, with the slight guttural lilt that everyone in this country had. He shifted from Arabic to English with such ease, like a melody rolling off his tongue.
Though it did not to ease her, and Piper found herself still on edge since discovering her uncle missing.
On that day, she had woke before her uncle, when the house was in the quiet and intimate hum of a sunlit morning. She crept from room to room, across the landing, and through the labyrinth of hallways to the kitchen, silent as a shadow.
After breakfast, Piper had gone into the gardens and explored. When the heat of the day made her recede into the shadows of the tall bushes and the reptilian stone statues, she returned to the house, but her uncle was still not up. The staff was out of the house for the weekend, and in their absence, the quiet was disquieting.
Her uncle was jubilant and kind, intelligent, if a little eccentric, but his large household, filled with staff, oddities, and half devoted (another word) to a menagerie of exotic and large reptiles and amphibians.
Her own bed was a metal contraption that seemed to have grown through a tree; for there was dark polished wood twisted around the iron legs and headboard, and decorated with snakeheads and twisted serpent bodies at the end. Everything in her room was furnished in shades of green, like the skin of a large iridescent serpent.
Piper had explored one of the floors for a while, being as unobtrusive as she could while still taking the time to notice his reading material (mostly studies of botany and anatomy) and look at photographs of him and her father, and her father and her mother.
When it was past mid-day, a time to which her uncle never slept, Piper made her way to his room, knocked several times, then opened the door and entered.
The temperature dropped suddenly at the sight of the empty bed.
Piper forced herself to calm and made a pot of tea to settle her stomach.
At nightfall she lay in her bed, knowing sleep would not come easily, and keeping the door open to be sure she would hear any sign of her uncle’s – or anyone else’s – presence in the house.
The next day his bed was untouched. The house was silent, and only the weekday staff kept Piper’s panic at bay.
Piper had contacted the authorities but they had been abrupt and told her that they did not meddle in Mr.Montgomery’s affairs.
Mrs.Bee, the housekeeper, had offered very little on her uncle’s disappearance, and only reiterated that he sometimes went on business trips on short notice, but Piper did not muss her anxiously twisting fingers or bitten lips.
The days had stretched on and blurred into a haze of shades of green and the hissing of snakes, the silence of the house and the smell of scones Mrs.Bee baked to comfort her.
Mrs.Bee had even drawn Piper out into the garden to distract her, but the familiar feeling of lostness had returned and in her uncle’s absence, Pipier had not been able to mask it.
Finally it became too much, and Piper resolved to track down her uncle.
After a long mental battle with herself in which Piper convinced herself it was for the purpose of investigation rather than curiousity, she went into her uncle’s study.
While the rest of the house was a cluttered organized collection of artifacts and curiosities, the study was in complete disarray; strewn with papers and maps and atlases.
In the spirit of inquiry, Piper discovered one of the drawers of the desk was full of broken compasses, another with documents in several languages she didn’t recognize but that all bore her uncle’s signature.
It would take days to sort through the disheveled piles of paper, but a sheaf of paper, on which was scrawled a sort of makeshift calendar, caught her eye. A date was circled – the date her uncle had gone.
Razi’s name and address had been scratched beneath it in smudged ink.
The address was in Marrakesh. In Morocco. The trip alone would cost more money than she could dream of having.
But some further rifling through files revealed another unexpected surprise.
To her delight, Piper discovered she was rich.
Indirectly.
Her uncle had bank accounts full of money set up in several parts of the world and had arranged for her to have access to each.
From there is had been a matter of persuading Mrs.Bee to help her arrange the trip.
The housekeeper had been adamant that Piper stay in the house until her uncle’s return but, as Piper pointed out, she would be leaving whether Mrs.Bee helped her or not, it would only be easier with the housekeeper’s help.
Mrs.Bee had relented, grudgingly.
Only days later, Piper was wandering through Marrakesh in search of the Jema el-Fna.
It was like navigating through a hedge maze, unable to see her way beyond the crowds. There were more alleys and streets here than there were paths in her uncles garden and it was only through elaborate charades that she managed to get some directions from the locals to the Jema el-Fna.
The harsh squawking of vendors and the boisterous shouting of dust-covered vested boys made her shy away from the large crowds. She wanted to find the square as quickly as she could, retreat from the crowds.
But she has instead began meandering through the derbs and the medhina at a more leisurely pace that later made her feel ashamed.
She was enthralled by the liveliness and the colours of the market. The silver trinkets, the pointy shoes, the elaborately decorated souks, and the textiles that billowed overhead like the aurora borealis.
Piper did not venture up to a stall until she spotten a long of chain of roughly cut turquoise stones. She tries, unsuccessfully, to haggle for it in English, and finally handed the vendor a handful of dirhams she suspected was more than the requested price.
Piper slipped the stones around her neck and wandered on, occasionally stopping to admire a carving in teakwood, or and animal rendered from a seedpod, or to watch a weaver at work at her loom.
Though the crowds had before made her uneasy, the sheer number of people was more than she had even seen, the constant noise, the rise and fall of conversation and laughter thrilled her.
The market square was permeated by the smell of cinnamon, rosewater, and pie made from some bird she highly suspected was pigeon.
It was a riot of merchants, gossiping women in colourful robes, men smoking cigars in doorways, musicians, and barefoot children grabbing pastries from under the ones of unassuming and distracted bakers, melting away into the alleyways like shadows.
Piper slipped out of her own sandals, hot and tight with leather and multiple complicated straps, and dangled them from her fingers as she sat outside a café and ordered a mint tea (again with charades), watching a snake charmer call a serpent from its open basket and make it dance.
Then, in a rush of shame and self-loathing for enjoying herself while her uncle was missing, she had inquired to the waitor of the cafe, first in English, then in disjointed and hastily-memorized Arabic and Berber when he did not catch her meaning, if they had heard of a man called Razi.
The waitor informed her that Razi was a frequent customer and would be along soon, if not the next day.
So Piper had relaxed in her chair and was watching the market again when RAzi found her and remarked that she stuck out like a sore thumb.
Piper inquired about her uncle’s whereabouts, but Razi said he had not seen her uncle in some time, not in years.
Gradually the excitement and wonder she had discovered in wandering the market dissipated, replaced by dread and anxiety, that only deepened as their conversation continued.
The sun was eclipsed by the cupola atop a tower and they were both cast in it shadow for a long chilling moment.
“You heard nothing in the night?” Razi asked.
Piper shook her head. “I woke up and thought he was asleep, so I didn’t disturb him. But after a while I thought he might want me to wake him, so he didn’t miss the whole day. When I went to his room, he was gone. He could have left that morning, or he could have never gone to bed. His bed was made, and it was cold.”
“You found my address in his study?” Razi asked.
Piper nodded. “And a map right under it.”
Razi raised his eyebrows. “Do you have the map with you?”
Piper nodded again and withdrew it from her bag. It was large than the table and rippled in the breeze, but they held it down wth their mugs of tea.
Piper did not know how to read a map, though she had traced her fingers along the lines of rivers and borders in her father’s study long ago.
This map was foreign to her and, like almost everything else in her uncle’s map, in shades of green.
Piper pointed to a circled region of the map. “Do you think he could be there?” she asked.
Razi leaned back and took a sip of his tea, holding down the corner of the map his cup had previously held down with his hand.
“I think it would be worth it to find out.”

Text by Lucie MacAulay

Descent




“I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, 
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.” 
 Pablo Neruda


She occupied the space between heartbeats, the time between seconds. The moments in the dark when his thoughts were half coherent and dusky with sleep.
He caught her eye, a glimpse of mazarine, and saw her, saw into her. Beyond her eyes was a labyrinth, a mazelike network of thoughts and notes, and her movements were the tranquil hum of a cello, her smile like the keen of a violin.
He watched her alongside the angel, slipping from the room and back into it as smoothly as velvet, weaving around the crowds with a practiced grace. She moved lightly, was golden and rich, tinged with a heady darkness, like silver. Paradoxically enthralling.
She clearly did not belong here.
His wings shuddered when he caught her gaze again, and this time, she held it. He cast his eyes down but her eyes on him was like holding warm bronze to his skin, and he felt it like a burning.
She was gone again when he looked back, and the stirring in his blood, the sudden a consistent pump, faltered.
He felt as though he were tipping. He teetered on the edge of an abyss, filled with darkness and moonlight and whispers. And it was a longed-for descent, that ended with light and mazarine eyes.

Art by Candi

Text by Lucie MacAulay

Friday, 7 June 2013

Made Up Monsters




“Oh, but that’s all just stories,” Jack scoffed, waving a hand as though to banish the idea of monsters from the air.
“They weren’t always stories,” Arianwyn said, shifting the reins in her hands, and the horse turned from the main road and into the woods.
Around them the houses were dwindling, and the respectable establishments of the town were few. The forest was thickening and they saw little before them but leaves and green sunlight.
“Time was, man knew that they weren’t stories. They knew to keep their cattle safe from Red Caps and not just wolves. They knew that if they wanted to be rich all they needed was to fill the well with acorns, or meet Puck in the ferns the first midnight of summer, or find the fairies’ Golconda. They new that a rowan tree planted by the door meant protection, and that blood keep the fields growing. But time changed, and they stopped believing. Now the old ways are just that: old.”
“I bet that never happened,” Jack said, but his stomach curdled with fear at the thought of blood.
Arianwyn shrugged. “You’ve seen them. You’ve seen the kelpie and the selkie and the noonday twister. You can’t say they aren’t real.”
“I wish you weren’t real,” Jack muttered, not loud enough for Arianwyn to hear him.
As they rode further and further from the villages and the houses disappeared altogether, Jack’s anxiety grew. Without the grounded and rational civilization around him, Arianwyn’s explanations seemed to plausible. Their journey to Faerie too real.
“How long are we staying there?” Jack asked, expecting Arianwyn to answer with a ‘not very’ or ‘only a day or so’.
“You see, traditionally visits to Faerie are seven years long, or somewhere about that,” Arianwyn said. “But don’t worry, we won’t stay nearly that long. There’s too much to do. We simply need their help.”
“So how long will we stay?”
Arianwyn shrugged, and in the dimming light the movement was the shudder of a shadow. “However long it takes, I suppose. We’re making good time.”
Jack looked around them and ahead of them, but nothing suggested they were on the route to Faerie. There were no twinkling lights, no bowers of blossoms, no heaven-sweet music. “When do you think we’ll get there?” he asked.
“What? Faerie? Oh, whenever we want. It takes seconds to get there really.”
Jack paused and stumbled, though Arianwyn, on the horse, did not notice, and he had to jog to catch up to her. “So why aren’t we there? Aren’t we going to Faerie?” He was the smallest bit hopeful she would smile down at him and tell him it was all a joke, a terrible, terrifying joke. But she looked straight ahead, squinting in the light of the setting sun.
“Yes, but we need to stop somewhere first. We need to get a guide. I don’t know much about Faerie and it’s a bad idea to go wandering about the home of the Good People without someone who’s been there before. Especially someone who knows how to make a deal with them. Remember: they won’t sympathize with us. They chose neither Heaven nor Hell so they’ll make a deal for something they want.”
Jack’s shoulders slumped. He had nothing to give them; his pockets were empty of goods and full of holes, and every penny he had at home went to his sister, who was away. They could maybe make a few coins doing some chores in the village they had passed, but not nearly enough, he thought, to make a deal with the faeries. His impossible task seemed even more impossible and suddenly he only wanted to lie down.
“Jack,” Arianwyn called from in front of him. “Should I slow down? Or are you going slower?”
“I’m going slower,” he replied despondently, and jogged up beside the horse. “So who are we going to see?”
“I’m not sure,” Arianwyn said, her pale brow furrowing. “He’s a smart man. It’s a shame he’s in the asylum.”
Asylum!” Jack yelled. “He’s in an asylum? Well, let’s just hire every man in the loony bin and ask him about fairies!” He spat the word contemptuously.
Arianwyn scowled at him. “He’s not mad. He’s touched. By Faerie. Lots of people who come back are called mad. But he’s clever and useful, and I believe he’ll help us.”
Jack fell silent, and after some time, he fell behind again, though this time it was from exhaustion. His legs became anchors and all he wanted was to sink to the ground. Arianwyn offered him the horse but he insisted that its steady sway would only put him to sleep, and he’d fall off of it.
“We can settle here for the night then,” she said, looking around the woods. It was clear she did not like the idea of a night in the dark wilderness, but she also appeared too fatigued to continue.
They hardly spoke as they lay down, under the foliage next to a large tree some ways from the road.
Arianwyn whispered a goodnight, which Jack returned, and then there was only the lull of the crickets and night creatures to send him to sleep.

Art by Sean Wong Jia Jun

Text by Lucie MacAulay

Cirque de la Lune Playlist



Sock Pupptes/Flyover - Iain Ballamy

Seven Days - Azure Ray

Porcelain - Moby

The Beauty Surrounds - Houses

Butterfingers - Iain Ballamy

Siren Song - Bat For Lashes

If I Apologised - Iain Ballamy

Cinder and Smoke - Iron & Wine

Text by Lucie MacAulay

Ribbons & Salt Playlist



Sudden Throw - Olafur Arnalds

The Myth of Creation - Iain Ballamy

Boy With A Coin - Iron & Wine

Art by Joanne Young

Text by Lucie MacAulay

Dragonflies & Turquoise Playlist



Dreams Are Dangerous - Sabastian Wolff & Bruno Coulais

Thinking About Tomorrow - Beth Orton

Terra Firma - Delerium feat. Aude

Glasshouse - Thom Hanreich

Healing Katniss - James Newton Howard

Key of the Twilight - Hack.//Sign

Serpent Charmer - Iron & Wine

Art by Eli Vokounova

Text by Lucie MacAulay

The Dream Thief Playlist



Haegt Kemur Ljosio - Olafur Arnalds

A Quiet Darkness - Houses

A Narnia Lullaby - Harry Greg-Willson

Close to You - Iain Ballamy

Arms of a Thief - Iron & Wine

Art by Liga Klavina

Text by Lucie MacAulay